LOL.

seriously.

2012-02-13T06:08:00.001+08:00

ARITHMETIC IS A BETCH.

2 mid terms this week. barely even started studying. *beams* hello screwedupunilife.

~*~*~*~

so goodbye sleep.

2012-02-13T05:57:00.001+08:00

why am I searching for osts. :x *facepalm*

~*~*~*~

i found my suitcase on the living room floor.

2012-02-10T04:57:00.004+08:00

seeing is deceiving; dreaming is believing.

Don't lose your heart, in the blur of the stars. Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.

How come all the songs that wreck havoc inside your mind are all played in the wee hours of the day? *ponders*

~*~*~*~

you never say hey.

2012-02-09T05:47:00.001+08:00

I've got you all figured out. You need everyone's eyes to feel seen.

If I could write you a song to make you fall in love, I would already have you up under my arms.

<3 mike posner.

~*~*~*~

boo

2012-02-09T05:24:00.002+08:00

I HAD A SONG IN MY HEAD BEFORE I WENT TO BATHE.

after bathing the song just disappeared. :(

*shakes fist*

KSH Y U NO WRITE DOWN.

~*~*~*~

2012-02-09T05:13:00.002+08:00

hmmm.

Why do I never fail to hear the birds chirp everyday?

When you're through thinking say yes.

I wonder if I'll even get some shut eye before class.

Oh brain stop overthinking.

~*~*~*~

into my mind.

2012-02-03T05:39:00.000+08:00

HI. :)

*smiles*

~*~*~*~

meeeeeep

2012-01-30T05:06:00.002+08:00

on a brighter note; meeting (｡･ω･｡) later. *smiles*

ha ha ha I like that emote.

〆(・∀・＠)

~*~*~*~

oh my goodness

2012-01-30T04:58:00.002+08:00

I have come to a highly disturbing realization that I have probably ingested more than a dozen ants unknowingly and am on the verge of a probable mental breakdown that will last all of 10seconds.

*om nom nom ants*

Okay this is even more disturbing that I've yet to do my tutorials for my 10am tutorial later and am still calmly (ok maybe not calmly) taping ants with my trusty scotch tape. Hi my name is sh and I'm screwed.

sometimes I just feel like smacking myself over and over and over again. *facepalm*

~*~*~*~

houdini

2012-01-28T05:51:00.003+08:00

Celebrated my grandfather's birthday just now. Had the usual seafood dinner and damn crabs are just so hard to eat. Or maybe I'm just plain lazy to fiddle around with the shell. Oh and I cut my lip too *smacks self* Klutz.

Anyway its a wonder how time flies. Just last year (or was it 2 years ago...?) I remember having the same dinner and being told that the parrot had died. Xiaobai IMY :/

Well we never really treasure what we have until we lose them. Perhaps we'll only learn it the hard way. How applicable in so many aspects.

Mmm and it's sad to see the weariness on my grandfather's face. Framed pictures of his beaming self along with his grandkids are displayed prominently on the piano. Time; how fleeting can you be?

Melancholy tunes fill the air.

Pardon me, not really thinking straight as usual.

Anyway, managed to take home balloons from the restaurant. :) Helium balloons; since I was young, they never fail to make me squeal with excitement. Haha ok maybe I'm exaggerating but heyyyy gotta love helium balloons!

shall wax more lyrical when I'm more in tune with the stuff in my head.

and I think I'm suffering from an inability to write coherently. Shall start writing and reading more I guess. Ahh.

Got shackles on, my words are tied.
Fear can make you compromise.
With the lights turned up, it's hard to hide;
Sometimes I want to disappear.

~*~*~*~

OHNO.

2012-01-26T04:18:00.002+08:00

I AM REALLY REGRETTING THROWING AWAY MY COMMUNICATION RESEARCH METHODS NOTES.

*smacks self*

~*~*~*~

if you let me;

2012-01-24T05:05:00.001+08:00

I'll take care of you just fine.

mmmmm~ buttery. pineapple tarts. sinful. love. fat.

~*~*~*~

marshmallow brown;

2012-01-23T02:52:00.002+08:00

even the name sounds so appetising. Mmmmm~

anyway no longer a hair-dye (or is it dyed hair?) virgin. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SOUNDS WRONG LOL.

hee but why do I feel like an ah lian now lol. -.-

anyway happy new year! and. my room's still a blardy mess.

~*~*~*~

oh dear.

2012-01-18T04:51:00.002+08:00

and every single time I sneeze, it feels as though someone is jumping on my tummy and pain convulses throughout my entire worldly self, forcing me to bend over, writhe and grimace in pain.

in short; it hurts.

and normally I don't even hurt this much after doing 40~ sit ups for napha. teh shyt. -.-

or in other words, I'm getting old.

~*~*~*~

if i was invisible;

2012-01-18T04:49:00.001+08:00

ok I think my self-declaration of no lecture at 10am is going to take effect any moment.

IM STILL SEARCHING FOR SONGS ON YOUTUBE. AHHHHHHHHHHHH.

currently listening to clay aiken. LOL.

WTH I REALLY BTH MYSELF TTM.

~*~*~*~

even though we both know.

2012-01-18T03:29:00.003+08:00

supposed to be sleeping/ cleaning room but damn this internet is such a distraction.

gosh; gotta love covers like this.

~*~*~*~

guilty pleasures;

2012-01-18T01:44:00.002+08:00

It's so bad yet it feels so good. Oh it's our dirty little secret I guess.
hehehehe I highly doubt anyone's gonna understand but nvm. LOL.

The way everything goes, the way everything adds up; time flies too quickly.
and whatever happened was pretty much worth it I guess ;)

Heeee. Although I'm kinda aching everywhere and I have no idea why. LOL. It hurts to even laugh -.- even my arms hurt.

mehh :x although I'll have to closely watch the calendar now. Panic bells, please get out of my head. Yikes. Guess the pragmatic side of me is kicking in. *smack self*

ohhh yea :3 and s; it's not as bad as I imagined it to be. HAHA. But ok first and last time. Kinda amused at myself though. Hmmm.

okay class at 10am tmr, the chances of me self-declaring no lecture is damn high now.

ROOM CLEANIING IS A BETCH.

and in 9gag fashion, my room is prolly going all betch please at me. pfft.

don't stop. *hearts*

~*~*~*~

le tireded

2012-01-15T06:27:00.004+08:00

anyone wants to earn some moolah in the form of gratitude from a highly strung out and tired person?

Just drop me a text and I'll lead you to my room.

Will sponsor bubble tea as well! KOI, gongcha, sweet talk etc.

You just need to help me in my quest to ~~conquer the world and establish world domination where minions will be at your every beck and call~~ clean my room. :D

~*~*~*~

idle minds are the devil's workshop

2012-01-15T06:19:00.003+08:00

yea we're locked up in ideas; we like to label everything.

and I'm officially missing you;

~*~*~*~

meh

2012-01-13T03:32:00.003+08:00

and my lips hurt.

I think i accidentally scalded the tip of my lips (OK I DUNNO HOW I EVEN DO THINGS SOMETIMES) and now it hurts like crap and theres some brownish mark :x rawr.

~*~*~*~

xoxo

2012-01-13T03:30:00.000+08:00

My brain is telling me to sleep, my mind refuses to.

shall upload piccys then!

~*~*~*~

I have come to a sudden realisation that...

2012-01-11T03:16:00.001+08:00

the last time I updated my itunes was........... in november last year.

*le faints*

~*~*~*~

you only regret the things that you don't do.

2012-01-11T03:14:00.002+08:00

so let's do what we want to.

stuff to get:

1. new headphones.

2. highlightersssssss!

3. notebooks

4. files

HEHEHE.

IM SO EXCITED FOR SCHOOL I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

who the freaaaaak am I kidding man. -.-

~*~*~*~

-.-

2012-01-11T02:31:00.003+08:00

what am I going to do during my 6 hour break tomorrow. Woe betide.

and the heck. My mum bought a 64gb ipad for god knows what reason.

seriously. seriously. seriously. *facepalm, headdesk, OTL*

time to pack my bag, and charge my laptop for tomorrow I'm gonna camp in the library. LOL. *emo*

~*~*~*~

so don't turn off the lights now

2012-01-09T02:56:00.002+08:00

looks kinda better now I guess. LOL. and uhhhh the modules kinda help me fulfill my stupid uni requirements? (typing here so whatever just went through my brain doesn't turn into goo or ectoplasm or whateverrr.)

1. GEK1531 - cybercrime can fulfill either my gem or breadth (just checked my gaps thingy, and holyshyt I haven't classified anything as breadth?!) *note to self; breadth = 1 General Education Modules (GEMs) from Subject Group A can be used to fulfill Breadth requirements for FASS students. -NUS webbie.

2. NM3224 - culture industries; core mod. Ugh.

3. NM3215 - advertising strategies; core mod and pr- related ugh. Didn't take this in the first place as the exam timetable clashed with my GE2206 (HELLO 2 EXAMS IN 1 DAY?!?!) but since I'm dropping GE2206 now.. I might as well take the chance to do this and hopefully find someone to sit with in lectures. *insecurity just kicked in and struck me like a train on a track. LOL.*

4. GEK1001 - place, environment and society. It's kinda GE1101E but since it's gek.. fulfill gem!

5. GEK2042 - culture borrowing. heck use it to fulfill breadth. [since I already have genes and society in sem 1 as my science gem.] uhhhhh ok.

Wow I think this is the most amount of "planning" I've done in my entire nus life. Life sucks.

on a happier note. NO SCHOOL TMR HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

~*~*~*~

:X

2012-01-09T02:40:00.002+08:00

Took 2 hours to replan this sem's timetable. Hopefully I'll be able to drop them bloody modules, and rebid for them :x *crosses fingers* Sighhh. ksh oh ksh.

~*~*~*~

CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT.

2012-01-08T05:41:00.002+08:00

Going to USS later with the women. Needless to say I can't sleep. Sigh.

was fiddling around with my timetable and sighx2. HORRIBLE TIMETABLE TTM. I still prefer last sem's timetable where I spent minimal time in school please. Yuck.

HORRIBLE RIGHT WALAO SO MANY BREAKS. WHAT THE HECK AM I GONNA DO WITH A 5 HOUR BREAK???? *EMO + FAINT*

AND ASSUMING I GET MY TUTORIAL TIME SLOTS I MAY HAVE A FREE DAY. BUT THE ODDS ARE BULLSHHEEEEEEEET. AHHHHHHH.

WHY DIDN'T I PLAN MY TIMETABLE BETTER LOL DAMMIT.

SERIOUSLY I FEEL LIKE DROPPING NM3204. E LEARNING SOUNDS LIKE A LOAD OF BULLCRAP IF THEY DON'T ENCOURAGE THE USE OF E-LEARNING AT HOME CAN. WHERE ARE MY WEBCASTS!?!?!?!?!

*EMO* X10

OK THE EXCESSIVE USE OF CAPS IS PROLLY COS MY MUM BOUGHT SOME NEW MILK TEA WITH DOUBLE SHOTS LOL DAMN.
AH.

~*~*~*~

don't stop

2012-01-07T03:18:00.000+08:00

~*~*~*~

k shall wallow in self-pity for 1hr

2012-01-02T09:17:00.003+08:00

Spent the first day of 2012 puking my guts out and lying in bed the entire day.

AND BEST OF ALL: MISSED KARAOKE AND MY FAMILY GATHERING (WITH PIZZA AND KFC AND IDK WHAT OTHER JUNK FOOD). \\\ WRIST + EMO + SAD + AHHHH :(

shall never eat sg laksa ever again at 3am. EWWW that instant noodles D:

oh and its disgusting when you puke sg laksa out LOL. Yuck

but then again it's 9.30 and I'm awake. and very hungry :X

and my tummy still hurts ;__;

~*~*~*~

all still people dancing;

2011-12-31T06:57:00.003+08:00

and so, the very last morning of 2011 has broken. Time flies.

The sky, a pale blue with hues of purple streaks. The little black mynahs chirping away in the background. The cool morning air that gently caresses your face.

The little things that happen everyday. Yet, we hardly not fail to notice.

In a blink of an eye, it's another december 31st. I still remember back when I was still rather young and my dad promised to bring me to the beach to watch the ships launch those pretty red lights into the dark night sky, at the stroke of midnight. Many years on, the promise he made still hasn't been fulfilled. I wonder. See how time flies?

I still remember at the stroke of midnight last year, my mum was standing at the window, watching the fireworks and stuff. 365 days later, will she be doing this once more?

hmmm.

Melancholic tunes fill the air.

~*~*~*~

HEH!

2011-12-29T06:52:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA OK NOW THAT IVE GOOGLED AROUND... THAT GUN WAS KINDA CRAPPY. LOLOLOLOL OK NVM. I CAN GO TO BED HAPPY ALREADY. LOL!

#selfdelusional

hyperbolic much.

ok really, face masks and patapon and bed *hearts* IMY!

~*~*~*~

meow.

2011-12-29T06:45:00.003+08:00

ok shall console myself that the gun actually wasn't that good. LOL.

RAWR! :O

ok going out later, time to hit the sack :3

facemaskssssssss. and oh yea cors bidding today. STILL HAVEN'T FINISHED PLANNING MY TIMETABLE IM SO GONNA SCREW MYSELF THIS SEM AGAIN. AH!

~*~*~*~

omgwthbananananana

2011-12-29T06:12:00.004+08:00

greed. is a very. dangerous thing. kns.

*ignore nooby staff pls*

yes i boomed my OOFW with a bloody pot scroll. bloody hell.

FML TTM.

Y U NO LET ME PASS 1 MORE TO HIT 3 DIGITS. AHH EMO.
:X

im so sad im actually laughing. LOL.

~*~*~*~

so I wont' hear the phone ring if you call.

2011-12-26T05:53:00.002+08:00

I must confess, I'm in love with my own sins.

alongside the occasional indulgence in over thinking.

So tell the dj don't stop, it's all about tonight.

~*~*~*~

you ain't gotta floss for me;

2011-12-26T05:46:00.002+08:00

very light headed.

blame it on the pretty red bottle ~

cold. nostalgia. music. nights.

~*~*~*~

come and go;

2011-12-24T05:23:00.003+08:00

its all so funny and ironic. Saying things we don't mean and what not.

but alas, here comes the winter of our ~~dis~~content.

hahaha right prolly being a betch but hey, not my fault :x

ok the above sentence would most likely be what my retainers are telling me if they could talk.

yesss my retainers hurt like a betchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

KSH. Y U NO WEAR RETAINERS!?!

~*~*~*~

X;

2011-12-23T02:37:00.001+08:00

I can't sleep.

and it doesn't help that my macbook is resting on my belly.

~*~*~*~

ex-pectancies.

2011-12-23T02:30:00.001+08:00

Call 

call it what you want.

~*~*~*~

:)

2011-12-23T02:15:00.002+08:00

parent's wedding anniversary; decided to stay home instead of tagging along. So what's new.

While everyone was out, spent the time looking through old chat logs. Reminiscing about the past; those days from not too long ago

Its a wonder, how we managed to chat for hours on end without getting bored. Doodles, random screenshots and stuff, oh how they never fail to bring a smile to my face.

:) thanks for the wonderful times.

Wonder if we'll ever be go back to like before.
*AND WHY IS KATY PERRY PLAYING ON 987FM LOL.*

the one that got away? hahaha ohh we'll never know.

Times change, people change. Nothing lasts.
Nobody likes change and yet we all have to move on. Hmmm.

And I just realised this post is extremely misleading. hahahah oh well who cares.

oh and I realise I tend to use tumblr a lot these few days. Mmm.

Last night I found a box of pictures, pictures
Each one a memory of us uh, uh, uh
Can we get it back? Can we get it back?

~*~*~*~

hmmm.

2011-12-21T04:17:00.001+08:00

I wonder...

~*~*~*~

euphoria;

2011-12-21T02:42:00.002+08:00

everytime I feel like slashing my wrists (ok maybe not since pain is never a good thing) and curling up into a ball and cutting my fringe to make myself look like an emokid, this song never fails to cheer myself up.

Sky high, magic eye, sugar rushing; don't stop.

Sigh :x as expected, my results were atrocious.

Oh well. New resolution for this year. PULL THE BLOODY CAP BACK UP AND STOP MAPLING SO MUCH. FML.

and on a lalalalalaaaaa note, ty for teh bubble tea and time :3 so dam sweet please. Hahaha and yes its the bbt. Okay nevermind, I'm prolly gonna be the only one who understands the previous sentence.

Or maybe not. Bleah.

*\\\\\ wrists*

~*~*~*~

c'est la vie.

2011-12-20T00:27:00.002+08:00

Results - coming out today. 20 days. Gone in just a blink of an eye.
Doomsday at its very best.

sighhhhhhh -_- this restlessness, this unease. Sigh ._.

Que sera, sera.

~*~*~*~

beneath the sheets

2011-12-18T18:49:00.004+08:00

Gotta love the cool december weather. The cool air, the smell of the rain, the dark skies.

Been lazing around on the bed since I woke up.

which was around 5 hours ago. Mmmm.

Watching the walking dead and hiding beneath the sheets with toes exposed to the cold air. Bliss.

now if only I had company. :3 HAHAHAHAHAHA.

~*~*~*~

pondering.

2011-12-06T04:47:00.004+08:00

At times like these I really wonder.

What am I doing with my own life?

Like some people say, the only constant in life is change.

So used to my own little world, cocooned within the safety of the familiar, has largely made me unwilling to step out into the unknown. Uncharted territory; the reluctance to enter.

So herein lies the question. To leave the comfort zone and venture into the unknown, or to forever remain in this little bubble. Choices abound.

my heart says yes but something's holding me back. I wonder. Hmm.

Spewing nonsense as usual when I'm supposed to be sleeping. Hmph.

~*~*~*~

everthing i had;

2011-12-04T05:16:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA YES MEDAL HERE I COME

THANKS MY BELOVED HUMAN COUPONS :3

~*~*~*~

OHMYTIAN

2011-11-30T03:21:00.002+08:00

BLARDY HELL NOW IM REALLY REGRETTING THAT I SNOOZED MY ALARM FOR ONE EXTRA HOUR.

AHHHH!!!!!!!!

~*~*~*~

I think I shall.

2011-11-29T22:38:00.001+08:00

Dear bed, it's time we forget about the world and just have our little rendezvous under the stars. Ok more likely under the concrete ceiling but it's ok. For imagination is a powerful thing.

<3 pillow, blankie, bedddd

Kay having blogger on the itouchy is kinda bad. So much for not touching a computer. =.=

~*~*~*~

Hmmm.

2011-11-29T22:34:00.001+08:00

All I can do is to cross my fingers, close my eyes, suck my breathe in and take the plunge.

To nap or not to nap. The question with the ever elusive answer.

~*~*~*~

I WILL START WORK AT 3PM

2011-11-29T14:35:00.003+08:00

Whenever the exams are around the corner, everything just seems so oddly fascinating. Found a couple of my files and started going through the contents inside. Notes, with those random doodles and chicken scratchings oh wait i meant scribblings. Hahaha I could even tell my consciousness levels at that point in time. Whenever you see words floating and flying to the sky and stuff you can't even read, hello lala-land.

mmm it's nice to look back at things and reminisce. The good, the bad, the happy.

and hahahahaha on a side note.

(ﾒ｀ﾛ´)/

ONE MORE PAPER LEFT!!!!

ψ(*｀ー´)ψ

HAH!

and kns you stalker much. LOL

（〃・・〃）

~*~*~*~

.... -_-

2011-11-29T04:46:00.004+08:00

OMG IM SO BLUR I BTH MYSELF ALREADY. =_=

~*~*~*~

HAHA WTH

2011-11-29T04:43:00.003+08:00

SO TIRED BUT NOT SLEEPING OH THE IRONY

AND OMG KSH YOU PHAIL TTM PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. MY PR EXAM'S ON THE 30TH AND I THOUGHT IT WAS ON THE 29TH OH GOD.

HAHAHA IM SO SHOCKED THAT I ACTUALLY HAVE 1 MORE DAY TO STUDY THAT IM ACTUALLY TYPING IN CAPS FOR THIS ENTIRE POST AND IM OFF TO BATHE.

#PHAILTTM

Hi this is my 3rd(?) time mixing up my exam timings. SOMEONE GET ME A SECRETARY PLEASE.

~*~*~*~

...

2011-11-25T06:14:00.001+08:00

ijustfeellikecryingandbawlingmyheartoutbecauseiplayedtoomuchmaplestoryanddidntstudyearlierformyexamsandnowimreallyregrettingit.

~*~*~*~

gobbledigook

2011-11-25T06:04:00.003+08:00

very irritated; the site I hosted all my images has suddenly vanished. Poof. Every image hosted - all gone. :O

IMAGECAVE. Y U NO COME BACK ON?

irritatedddd and best of all I don't have backups. *sigh*

No wonder there's that huge space where all my links were supposed to go :( RAWR.

ohhh well!

and hahahahahahaha screw me please, paper at 2.30pm, havent slept at all.

heh although someone was nice enough to stay up with me :3 although that someone fell asleep halfway. hahaha! touching pleasee :')

super sleepy ._.

~*~*~*~

we're breaking all the rules that we know.

2011-11-23T03:41:00.001+08:00

the one that got away;

tumultuous times. 'nuff said.

~*~*~*~

2011-11-18T16:38:00.002+08:00

ksh oh ksh.

when will you ever learn. The whole friggin recess week is like over and yet I've barely started on anything.

screw. exams. please.

~*~*~*~

:(

2011-11-08T06:17:00.002+08:00

ok so I've too much money (not).

Anyway yay I'm officially no longer a teen. *w* childish immature side of me, say goodbye please.

Right who am I kidding. ANYWAY.
totally decided on a whim that raeko needed a new look. Haha and took me like what, 20seconds to decide while in the bath.

SO tadaaaa byebye old face and hello new one. Plastic surgery at its instant best.

Ohhh love this face.

and I'm officially broke.

~*~*~*~

lord I wish it wasn't so

2011-11-02T02:17:00.000+08:00

~*~*~* 

~*~*~*~

tomorrow i'll be gone;

2011-11-02T02:15:00.002+08:00

Here I am, spending the last day of my teenage years rushing through presentations, reports and editing work. What a wonderful end to my teenage life, and horrible beginning to my twenties.

~*~*~*~

cold winters.

2011-11-01T04:40:00.000+08:00

its november.

~*~*~*~

for you;

2011-10-31T05:00:00.002+08:00

Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see life with a clearer view again.

Drama, lies, tears; cheers to the teenage years.

Goodbye teenage life. You'll be fondly missed.
I wonder if I should dye my hair before I turn 20. And I have approximately... 3 days to do that.

~*~*~*~

arms;

2011-10-31T04:51:00.001+08:00

back to September, turn around and change our own lives.

~*~*~*~

lovemeloveme

2011-10-29T05:00:00.002+08:00

sigh ksh, what am I to do with myself sometimes.

Broke a nail while trying to pry open the cap of the stupid essence of chicken bottle.
HONESTLY WHAT IS THE POINT OF SEALING IT SO FRIGGING TIGHTLY?! AND. Seriously my nail was just literally split and its so ugly now :(

and gosh my little toe is this big mess of purple and red and it looks so.. fascinatingly artsy. Like I literally took a painbrush and started drawing and painting huge bold strokes, with streaks of purple here, black there, red everywhere.

mmm artsy.

and my group members are helluva funny.

~*~*~*~

?!?!?!?!

2011-10-28T05:04:00.001+08:00

OK I think I've watched too many videos on pus on youtube.

and since I stupidly kicked my toe against some hard drawer it's now uber swollen and it hurts with every step I take.

Yikes and I'm starting to think it will ooze pus soon. Oh dear.

AND MY TOE IS PURPLE. GOODNESS.

~*~*~*~

eyelines

2011-10-28T03:47:00.001+08:00

burn please. Go up in flames.

4am. Dear whoever is up there, be it the giant spaghetti monster or whatever, please let time pass more slowly.

Carpe diem.

~*~*~*~

epic.

2011-10-28T03:45:00.001+08:00

Damn girl.

~*~*~*~

he' be blazin up

2011-10-27T15:57:00.003+08:00

Haha I've just self-declared today to be a holiday.

Trying to learn the rap to super bass and I must say I'm getting a tad too vulgar here. LOL

Righhht ok time to start on work. Le sianzed.

~*~*~*~

dubs

2011-10-27T13:56:00.001+08:00

it's all about today.

~*~*~*~

time;

2011-10-27T03:54:00.000+08:00

why do you elude me?

Sleep, why do you desert me so?

~*~*~*~

that's why you know.

2011-10-27T01:59:00.002+08:00

My laptop seems to be an ant magnet. Yikes.

and I seem to be oddly drawn to the computer for all the wrong reasons.
craving for bubble tea; maybe I'll get some later after class and crash and burn.

~*~*~*~

every siren is a symphony;

2011-10-24T05:33:00.003+08:00

The subtle nuances of the written words; how silencing they can be. The coldness of the ill-written words, enough to unleash a torrent of emotions. Oddly though, nothing manifested. Not every a single drop of water.

oh don't get me started.

in the end, we live purely for ourselves. That's how it always ends eh?

This is it; I just want to rock all night long.

Goodbye and have a nice life :)

PACK BAG KSH AND MAYBE YOU CAN GET 2 HOURS OF SLEEP!

*facepalm*

~*~*~*~

caught in a bad romance;

2011-10-24T05:28:00.003+08:00

Come alive; out here on the world.

Analyzing data; a discussion of some general considerations of qualitative data analysis.

Designing interactive systems.

Program coordinator.

Just a few random words on books and notes on my table.

class at 10am.

5.30 and still awake.

gotta leave the house latest by 8.30.

oh the maths.

~*~*~*~

kisses on the lip lip;

2011-10-24T03:04:00.001+08:00

Hi I've a pen.

And rather nice nails today.

And I'm not going to sleep.

Again.

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you are now running on reserve battery power.

2011-10-23T05:38:00.001+08:00

I won't bother changing your mind.

not that I do not care; but that I don't see the need to.

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maa hi ve~

2011-10-23T05:36:00.002+08:00

to do:

1. NM2220 assignment due on monday.
2. recap missed lecture for research mod.
3. recap missed lecture for intercultural comm.
4. continue editing slides for intercultural comm.
5. continue writing out evaluation methods. refer to tb as needed.
6. hot time @ 2.30, wake up by 1.

7. survive.

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Oh

2011-10-21T03:04:00.001+08:00

And did I mention I'm gonna pull an all nighter. Sigh. Bye bed; I'll miss you.

Hmm

2011-10-21T03:00:00.001+08:00

Blogging via my itouch for the first time. And I must say saxophones are awefully saxy. Mmmm.

notetoself;

2011-10-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

1. finish at least 1 sn1101e webcast (DONE)

2. try to type out nm2219 evaluation methods (if cant go home refer to textbook)

3. recap missed nm2102 lecture (textbook)

4. read sn1101e lecture notes for tt chapter

5. print out week 10 icc readings

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get under your skin;

2011-10-17T03:37:00.004+08:00

"You don't know a thing about me. You ain't got the right to tell me, acting like you own me lately."

IF my lecture notes could talk, that's probably what they would be saying to me.

Dear hair, please dry. Time to do some last minute reading of lecture notes so I won't appear like a clueless bimbo in class.

oh wait. I forgot to print them! Well done sh.

#epicwin.

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tear your heart out;

2011-10-17T02:30:00.002+08:00

just to find your way home.

Right and my mum just left for the hospital. Take care mummy.

Yikes.

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work.

2011-10-17T01:38:00.001+08:00

Screw me please.

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2011-10-16T01:49:00.002+08:00

I feel happy whenever I reach for my cup of tea, expecting to find it empty, but it's full and brimming with the lovely notes of milk and with the hint of CANTYOUSEETHATMAPLEISSCREWINGUPYOURLIFE?

Mmmmm tea~

*skips off*~

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...

2011-10-15T19:51:00.002+08:00

Is it worth killing yourself over a guy? What more, a guy that is already dead.

Self- immolation. The heck.

Thank god I wasn't born in those days where widows had to die together with their husbands. Disturbing please.

Gosh.

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the sun goes down;

2011-10-15T14:02:00.006+08:00

My to-do list:

1. Watch a MINIMUM of 1 SN1101E webcast a day. EVERY SINGLE DAY MUST WATCH.

2. Read the allocated readings for EACH SN1101E lecture everyday.

3. Finish typing out NM2219 evaluation out methods

4. Finish breaking story (eff this module my breaking story = kent ridge mrt opening. Since yours truly idiotically SNOOZED HER 5 ALARMS. HOW THE HELL DID I SNOOZE 5 ALARMS..?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!) oh and the webcast didn't frigging work. -.- STUPID WEBCAST SCREW YOU. AND SCREW ME FOR NOT SLEEPING EARLIER.

5. ~~Edit intercultural comm presentation.~~

6. Start on NM2219 presentation.

7. Recap ponned NM2102 lecture last friday

8. Freaking finish the last summary for NM2219.

9. Review the missed lecture for last last monday for NM2219.

~~10. Print out whatever important stuff I need to print out.~~

11. SURVIVE.

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good feelings;

2011-10-09T20:42:00.001+08:00

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phones

2011-10-09T18:39:00.000+08:00

Writer's block; how dreadful.

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meep.

2011-10-09T06:29:00.002+08:00

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you think you can keep me out;

2011-10-09T06:01:00.002+08:00

Assignments due:
1. Press release (DONE YES.)
2. Rewrite for interview profile (gg this is gonna be hard ._.)
3. Review skipped lectures this week.

damn you ksh do your work for once. You're gonna be friggin 20 in less than 1 month and you're still acting like a kid.

[that's a message to my future self btw]

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you only regret what you don't do.

2011-10-07T04:45:00.001+08:00

why don't we do what we want to now?

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toilet rolls;

2011-10-07T00:55:00.001+08:00

It's odd ; this feeling inside.

I know I should be studying and doing my work. I know what I'm doing is wrong.

Yet. I can't stop doing it.

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and what you had? and what you lost;

2011-10-07T00:52:00.004+08:00

and one word betch.

Who was the one sticking to us like a flea to a camel's back; self-declaring menace of sorts.
eventually you'll learn never to look a gift horse in its mouth.

"Listen carefully to the sound of the loneliness that a heart beat drives;"

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they will come and they will go;

2011-10-07T00:49:00.002+08:00

RIP Steve Jobs.

You'll fondly be missed. Without you, McChicken would never have been mine.

and damn his speech was really moving.

"Stay hungry. Stay foolish."

Have you any dreams you'd like to sell?

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ensure;

2011-10-06T04:54:00.002+08:00

the insurmountable pile of work slowly, inching its way forward. All ready to unleash its innermost demons.

I wonder what its like to be on a grass verge, with nary a care~ as free as a swallow; free to roam wherever you want to.

On a side note; sneezed non-stop from the train all the way home.

And now I look like I just bawled my eyes out after watching some sappy korean drama; and my nose's an olympic champion.

Sigh.

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._.

2011-10-05T04:53:00.001+08:00

Dinner, breakfast and lunch at 4am.

Presentation at 10am. Gotta be up by 7.30am.

Time left for sleeping: 2hrs 30mins.

And did I mention my throat's feeling all scratchy...

long day ahead; jy ksh and please don't make a fool out of yourself.

PLEASE.

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hoot;

2011-10-05T02:52:00.002+08:00

Indian democracy presentation tomorrow at 10am.

and I've not even written a single word on my cue cards.

and. My readings are still spotlessly clean.

on a side note, POTTED MY PSB. YAY. FOR IT DIDNT BOOMZ. ._.

*whacks self*

oh ksh, when will you ever learn?

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alone;

2011-10-05T02:51:00.003+08:00

and I think back to when my brother and my sister slept.

The only time I feel safe.

I never really dared sleeping alone o_o

Perhaps thats why I'm keeping such late nights;

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and that's where I said;

2011-10-04T17:10:00.002+08:00

I think it's time to finally grow up. To finally cast those reservations behind, to leave everything behind and just start anew.

But why is it so hard?

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validation;

2011-10-04T04:07:00.001+08:00

Many persons have the wrong idea of what constitutes true happiness. It is not attained through self-gratification but through fidelity to a worthy purpose.

Helen Keller.

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I never knew photoshop could make gifs.

2011-10-03T01:39:00.002+08:00

oh and I love my new forum siggy. *hearts*

sheesh blogger deanimated my siggy D:

sheesh.

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domino motion;

2011-10-03T01:33:00.003+08:00

Was at tumblr when I came across this picture.

How poignant this simple picture really is.

The seasons of life;

Childhood - Adulthood - Twilight years and finally - Death.

-Save me, oh save me. Save me from myself. Before I hurt somebody else again.

-Glittering Cloud; The Plague of Locusts.

Imogen Heap

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So we burst into colors, colors and carousels.

2011-09-27T01:18:00.001+08:00

But I've got a plan;
Why don't you be the artist and make me out of clay?
Why don't you be the writer and decide the words I say?
Because I'd rather pretend I'll still be there at the end.

Only it's too hard to ask; won't you try to help me?

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